Saturday, October 27, 2007

Position

Last night we had our leadership event to take up our faith promises for the "GO" campaign. It was wonderful getting the leaders all together from each of the three campuses to focus on where God wants us to GO from here. The fellowship was great. The food not bad, for a banquet. But we had a little difficulty with the program, because of the wedding in the banquet room beside us. The music was so loud, we had difficulty hearing the video presentation and speaker. I noticed one of two things happening with the leaders. Either the LOUD BLARING of music distracted them from hearing what was being said, or they leaned and listened more closely. There are so many distractions in our lives. There are the interdepartmental disputes at work, the over due bills at home. It's the news, the baby, the teens, the spouse, the dogs, the chauffeuring, the traffic, the...well, I think you know perfectly what I mean. It is more important today than ever before to lean in and listen carefully to what the Lord is saying...to position yourself to hear, recieve and respond to all God is saying to us. Don't you think?


“Position”

Picture…The Lord showed me four different people. The first man that I saw was standing very close to the edge of a cliff. I came up to him and asked, “What you doing so close to the edge?” The man mentioned nonchalantly that he just want to see what was down there. I pleaded with him, “No, back up. What you need to see is up not down there; it is up here. Look up, everything you need is in Him. Don’t stand so close to the edge, its dangerous and a waste of your time.”

Then next picture I saw was of a woman standing in a shopping checkout line looking rather disgruntled. I said, “What is your problem?” She explained, “I’ve been standing in this line a long time, and it isn’t moving anywhere, it’s not getting me where I want to go.” She pointed to another line that seemed to be moving and told me that she wanted to try that line. I glanced at the other line and then look back into her eyes and said, “No. Contrary to what it might presently look like; you are in the right line. Stay where you are because this is the line that is going to get you where God wants you to go. Be steadfast and faithful and it will come to pass.”

Then I saw a man running a marathon. In the distance I could see the finish line, but it was obvious that he was struggling and about to quit. I jogged up to him and asked, “What are you doing?” He admitted that he was running out of power and that he was thinking about stopping and lying down on the sidelines for a while. I pointed to the finish line in the distance and said, “I know that you are exhausted, but you are almost there. Remember your strategy. You’ve been pacing yourself, but the goal is right up ahead. It’s time to give it everything you’ve got. Push on to the finish line for the Lord has promises waiting for you there. Don’t slack off now.”

I saw one more person standing in the middle of the room. The woman wasn’t doing anything. She was just standing there. It looked strange to me, but this was the fourth person I had seen in this vision, and I thought I was getting the hang of it. I thought I knew her problem. So I walked up to her and inquired, “You don’t know where you are, do you?” When the woman turned around and looked at me with a soft knowing smile, I realized I was mistaken. I assumed she didn’t have a clue, but she knew exactly where she was and what she was doing. She confirmed it when she spoke with quiet confidence, “I know where I am. I have positioned myself for God’s blessing.” Immediately, it was like the windows of heaven were opened and water just began to pour over her. Seemingly undisturbed by the drenching, she raised her hands and began to revel in the glory in the presence of God that was washing over her.”

Hear…the Lord say, “Position yourself to receive all that I have for you. This is not the time to stray from my side. Stay as close to me as you can. This is not the time to lose interest and wander off to some new activity. You are where you need to be, doing what you need to be doing. Have patience; all that I have promised you will come to pass. Press into My presence as never before. Do not allow discouragement or weariness to cause you to quit. Run this race with patience and perseverance for in doing so you are positioning yourself to receive my glory and provision.”

Consider: The problem with this life is that we have limited sight. All we truly know about is our present circumstances. We can guess about what might lie ahead, but that’s all it is, only a guess. We don’t know what is down the road. We have no idea of the events converging upon us. The good news is that God does. When He tells us to do something, you can be sure that it is for a purpose. When we walk in obedience to God it is like He is holding our arm like you would a blind person, leading the way. You can be sure that when you get there it will be well worth the effort. Allow God to position you. Be faithful. Be steadfast. Be unmovable. You are just about there.

Pray: “Lord, you know I really hate walking around blind, but I do trust you. I would really rather you give me the big pictures, but I figure I’m not quite ready for all of that information yet. I might scream in terror, or give up in discouragement. You know exactly how much information I need to be successful. I know that. So all I am asking for today, is for you to lead me, guide me, position me to receive all that you have for me, so that I will be ready and equipped to give to others also. In Jesus name, Amen.”

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Wolves, Pedro & Prophesy


The last time I posted I mentioned that my little dachshund Pedro was attacked by wolves or coyotes in our front yard. Some of you have asked, Pedro is fine...the wounds have all healed and just a couple of scars as a moment of his experience. He is almost back to normal. I say almost because he has more than just scars, he has memories. The other evening my husband and I were reading in bed with the windows open and yes, Pedro burrowed under the covers as normal. All of a sudden we heard one wolf howl, just one time. But that was enough to have Pedro instantly climbing out from under the covers and sitting in the middle of the bed at full alert. You haven't seen a more comical sight than a dachshund sitting perfectly still with every muscle tense and staring off into space. He listened for more sounds and even though there wasn't any, he started to growl deep in his chest. After a moment, the growl changed into a whimper, which turned back into a growl. He didn't know if he wanted to go on the attack, or fully surrender. That continued for 45 minutes. No matter what I did to reassure him, he just kept growling and then whimpering, growling and then whimpering. His scars were more than skin deep.


Many of us have scars from the past. Most of the time they are are unnoticeable, hidden deep within. But they are there and certain triggers cause them to rise to the surface. In counseling, we call it "inappropriate responses." That simply means that the response is disproportionate to situation. You might think to yourself, "Where did that come from?" And you can be sure that others are thinking the same thing. But for most of us the question is asked but unanswered as we push it aside and go on with our packed lives. The next time you have one of those "intense" moments when intensity is uncalled for, seriously make it a matter of prayer. Ask God to shine a light into the deepest recesses of your heart to reveal unresolved hurt. Once it is revealed, resolve it with forgiveness and then spend time in worship, thanking God for His mercy for revealing a "sore spot" that needed to be resolved.


A great example of a prayer of forgiveness would go something like, "Jesus. I love you. Thank you for all that you have done for me; all you have given me. Thank you for your blood. Thank for forgiving me of all my stuff. Forgive me now for holding on to this hurt for so long. I choose to forgive the person, persons who hurt me. I choose to forgive them, not because they necessarily deserve it, but I deserve to walk around in spiritual and emotional health. I want you to be able to answer my prayers, and I want to be free from any lingering affects of the hurt. So...I forgive ____________ and I choose never to speak of the offense or even think about it again, until it no longer has the power to affect my life. It is only a dusty fact of history. Thank you for loving me enough to remind me of this situation. Thank you for forgiving me. In Jesus name, Amen."


One more thing before I log off. I remember another experience involving wolves. Only this one was a prophesy...the first prophesy I'd ever heard. My husband and I were chaperoning 85 young people to South Korea. This was in 1973. Yes, I'm sure that you think that I was too young, but so did most of the youth we were chaperoning. At this time 87% of the nation was Buddhist, but the church was already committed to prayer. It is awesome what God has done since then. We were all sent out to pass out tracks, and our team went to the train station, thinking that we could touch a greater percentage of the country that way. We did. It caused an uproar with the Buddhist Monks and they threatened to protest, which in the past involved setting themselves on fire. The government confined our group to the hotel for our safety, and we started 24 hour prayer. I must tell you that for most of us it was our first time out of the country and we were all very afraid. At the end of our prayer shift a prophesy went forth. I'll always remember how it started. "Do not be afraid of the howling of the wolves. They are outside the sheepfold and I am standing at the entrance. I will not let them harm you..." It went on from there, but the power of those first few words, changed the atmosphere of the place from panic to peace. The next day there was an assassination attempt on the president and his wife was killed. All the country went into mourning. They forgot us for a season and we were able to finish our ministry and return home without incident.


Whatever wolves are howling at you today. Know that your SHEPHERD is standing at the door of the sheep fold and He will take care of it for you. It is just howling after all. If it becomes more serious, our shepherd will pick you up and carry you through whatever it is you are facing. He is that kind of shepherd. You can trust him.

Monday, October 01, 2007

April Showers

I know...I know...it's not April. But today there is one of those all day rains...perhaps that is the reason for this particular word from the Lord. But maybe not. Maybe it's the season that I am in. Yesterday, I preached in South Bend , and Nannette Pachol was my driver/companion for the trip. On the way there we laughed and talked so much that we got lost. But that is another story for another time. On the way home, I shared that this has been a very difficult year for me...not bad...just difficult. My son's wedding, starting a third campus, launching a 15 million capital campaign, launching my ministry "Heart to Heart" globally, extra people living in my home, people leaving the ministry, people coming to the ministry, my mother's hip surgery and cancer scare, the life changing Turkey trip, my blood pressure going up to 210/120, my little Pedro being attacked and almost carried off by wolves or wild dogs last week...well...its been stressful and challenging, not bad...just life changing. And I realize this season is not over. But that's okay...I'm looking forward to seeing what all God is going to be doing in me and through me as a result. What has your season of life been like? Sound familiar?

Picture…a soft soaking spring rain that has lasted for days with no end in sight.

Hear…the Lord say, “I know that you long for the beauty and warmth of the sun, this season of rain is necessary for the fruit that I want you to bear. Although it may seem like the rain will never end, remember that it is only a season, the season that come afterward will bring growth and harvest.”

Consider: A flash flood storm comes swiftly. The rain pummels the earth so hard that it runs off into the ditch, carrying with it good top soil. Torrential rain erodes the soil rather than getting it ready to produce. But the steady rain that comes day after day prepares the ground to bring forth fruit for the Kingdom of God. You may have been going through a very difficult time as of late. It hasn’t been one of those times where you feel like you have been hit on the side of the head with a baseball bat, and then its over so you can recover. It’s been one of those seasons where it just keeps coming. Day after day; it is just one thing after another. You may have even said to yourself, “I just wish that this would get over! I don’t know how much longer I can take this.” I want to remind you that God knows exactly what is going on in your life. He is aware of every painful and challenging circumstance that has been coming at you with no let up in sight. Not only is He aware, He is even now at work in your life. The amount of difficulties that you have been experiencing is in direct proportion to the victory God is preparing for you. He is working through this present season of difficulty to give you fruit, blessings, anointing and open doors. Remain faithful through this seemingly never-ending time of trouble, for there is an end in sight and a reward if you do not faint or give up. Just keep putting one foot in front of the other, until God finishes this time of growth and brings to you a great harvest.

And we know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them. Rom 8:28 (NLT)

Prayer: “Lord, I admit that I am not a patient person. This season of “challenge” has seemed so long. I was starting to think that this is what life must be like for me now, and the thought brought me no joy, let me tell you. But you know that. You know my frame; you know how I was made…you made me. You know how much I can take. So I am going to do my best to trust you though this situation. I am going to do my best to bring you glory by the way that I live my life in these present distressing circumstances. But I must tell you, that I’m going to need a double portion of your grace in order to do so. I am going to need your wisdom and your strength. I cannot do this on my own. But I know that you never intended for me to this alone. So I will trust you to guide me, strengthen me and empower me to walk a life that is pleasing to you during this time of trouble. For I know that when I make it out of this long dark tunnel, there will be a great victory awaiting me. I love you. I trust you. In Jesus Name, Amen.”